5th of JUNE

Nothing special today ,

just feel to blog about my mood tonight .

feeling so hot and down.

Maybe just affected by weather ?

So sleepy,

but my mind cant stop working,

i trying to close my eyes , 

but is like computer still in stand by mood , still working.

(Some people must think that i i vexed of relationship problem right? )

Who think like this must be so wrong,

i just vexed about my working stuff and moving details.

i cant sleep well eat well when i havent give myself a plan .

Who can help me think think and give some suggestion?

argh ~

sometime i really wish i can faint down and lay on bed for one or two days XD

ok , i know this is the nonsense sentences ,

but yea , i really had think about this  .

Actually i know some of my best friends are worrying about me,

they keep text me ,

and ask me izit ok ,izit fine ,

because i keep sick and injured recently , and maybe they know my situation,

really thanks for the care a lots,

even just a text , but really making me feel warm ,

many things i never tell  ,

just because i dont want become a burden ,or make more and more peoples worry me,

maybe my face look weak ?

or maybe my best friends are really understanding me enough ,

they will still give me support all the time and give me a little warmer .

no need worry me ,

im strong as usual .

especially my parents ,

i wont tell them my stories , i wont tell them i pain ,i fall ,

until they saw my medicine ,

but they dont even ask me while they know i dont want talk about it ,

but i know they care in another way for me , 

i very appreciate . 

thanks a lot ,my parents, my sisters brother and my friends.

and 

a special people ,

thanks for giving me a lesson ,

thanks for taught me so much ,

i feel like i stronger thn be4 ,and become positive .

and let me know , got many peoples unlucky thn me ,i have to appreciate what i have now =)